The title is a quote by Carl Jung, and it pretty much sums up how I feel right now. Magician and I officially ended things over text.
We had a discussion last night over text, and it seemed perfect timing for me to break things off for real, but I decided to wait till today to call him and tell him it’s best if we don’t see each other. Then I woke up in the morning to a text from Magician saying exactly that. So instead of bothering to call (I had to go to class), I just texted asking if he was sure with that decision.
In conclusion, we are no longer in this complicated mess, we did this over text, and I was about to cry in the train. We’re remaining as friends, but damn, I wasn’t quite ready for that. I mean, I was in a sense. I was planning on officially breaking things off, but I didn’t expect things to happen so soon. So thus, I was unprepared and sad.
But Magician, as I mentioned above, wants to remain as friends and still hang out from time to time. I was worried that perhaps that would hinder him from moving on, but he says it would help him on the contrary. So I’m assuming it’s that he wants to move on with laughs instead of being sad and not being able to talk to me. It makes sense, and I have no issue with hanging out with him, but I made it clear that we wouldn’t be doing any couple-things anymore like holding hands or being super lovey-dovey.
To be honest, I’m glad we’re hanging out because to be frank, Magician and I are very compatible. Not as a couple necessarily (that part was a bonus), but as people in general. We have compatible sense of humors, we click easily… I don’t know. We just really get along easily in general.
Anyway, so being bummed out, I decided to go back on Tinder. I matched with people and talked to a few. But one person stood out. For the blog, I’m going to call him Clone. Because he’s pretty much me. But just white. And a male.
He’s into Pokemon just as much as I am (so much I’m pretty sure we talked for two hours on that topic), he too loves natural science/wildlife documentaries, top favorite animal is also a cheetah, and some other minor things. It’s just a little crazy! He went to work out for now, but I’ll see how things go.
Things with Gamer are alright too, we don’t talk often. Just when we want to meet up. I’ll be seeing him this week for some bagel bites at his place!
Have a great day everyone.